📚Destiny (Nightmare Misfits Book 1) by CeeCee Crow

She doesn’t have a mark.
She doesn’t have a House.
And she definitely doesn’t have time for five men who keep looking at her like she’s already changed everything.

Nova survived by staying invisible. No territory. No origin claim. No system deciding who she belongs to or what she’s allowed to become. It worked—until the Academy found her, flagged her as a threat, and locked her into a bonded cluster of five men who were never supposed to exist together.

She didn’t choose them.
She doesn’t trust them.
Her body didn’t get the memo.

One adjusts the coffee so she won’t flinch.
One fills her plate without asking.
One holds eye contact too long.
One smiles like he’s trying not to.
One calls her beautiful—and then forgets how to breathe.

They don’t ask her to be softer.
She doesn’t ask them to stop watching.

The bond isn’t supposed to feel like this. The system wasn’t built for proximity, or choice, or the way something keeps tightening beneath the Academy—inside her chest, between all of them.

Then a sixth man steps into the circle.
He was never part of the design.

And the system starts watching closer.

Before I start this review, I want to include the Major Content Warnings given at the beginning of this book. TW are important; I may not mention all of the items below in my review, but please look after yourself and skip this review if you may be triggered by any of them.

Trauma and Neglect

  • Childhood trauma & parental death
  • Homelessness & survival on the streets
  • Starvation & food insecurity
  • Scars from past neglect

Emotional and Psychological Themes

  • Hypervigilance & trust issues
  • Self-worth struggles & feeling like an outsider
  • Panic attack & dissociation
  • Touch aversion

Harassment and Power Dynamics

  • Bullying & verbal harassment
  • Unwanted physical contact
  • Threats & intimidation
  • Systemic oppression & forced containment
  • Interrogation by authority figures

Physical and Supernatural Elements

  • Uncontrolled supernatural abilities
  • Physical pain from transformation
  • Medical examination
  • Loss of autonomy

Romance and Intimacy

  • Reverse harem romance (one woman, multiple male love interests)
  • Explicit sexual content
  • First-time intimacy on-page
  • Possessive/protective male characters
  • Fated mates trope

Additional Notes

  • Strong language throughout
  • References to violence & fighting
  • Cliffhanger ending

Now, on with the review!

I need to start by saying I haven’t felt such a refreshing book in a long time. As you know, my two biggest reading genres are currently reverse harem and crime thriller. I find the longer I stay in a genre, the harder it is for me to find a good book that doesn’t feel like a stereotypical read. I’m also currently reading the second book of The Reaper’s series, for example, and it’s not captivating me. In fact, I paused it to read this book. I’m taking a break at 70% to gather my thoughts.

World-building-wise, I have many questions. Questions about the organisation. Questions about the Nightmare Order, questions about what the supernatural aspects of the book are and questions about the backgrounds and pasts of the characters involved. This was more of a plot that cemented the start of the journey and introduced us to Nova rather than showing us an expansive world.

Nova is the FMC in this book. She has lived on the streets for 15 years, going unnoticed by most people, going hungry, being cold, neglected, forgotten. Her character is complex and written beautifully. I believe every thought and every action from her. She holds herself in a way many trauma survivors do; she looks for all the exits; she knows how to lie, how to remain unaffected. She knows when to bolt, when to cower, and when to attack. She finds herself as a small fish in a big pond. Essentially thrown in the deep end without asking if she can swim. The plot flows very peacefully around her, as if it, too, is weary of how she’ll react. She does not understand what she is feeling or why; she is entirely innocent in all respects. She’s a runner when things get hard, and I don’t see that particular part of her character changing anytime soon.

From a dyslexic point of view, I am 100% pronouncing two of the below names incorrectly. I read them differently every time!

While there are descriptions of the Nova seeing the men for the first time, I’ll be honest, they just appeared as tall, strong men in my mind – no defining features.

Kyron is more of the analytical, logical character. I can imagine him as a computer tech, a gamer nerd. Kyron and Nova share the only spicy scene in the book. I think Kyron is surprised that she chooses him, but he makes it his mission to introduce her to this aspect of life in the most pleasing and respectful manner. (All the men are respectful and caring of Nova). It is what happens afterwards that impacted me more. I think his discovery and realisation of what it meant allowed him to view everything in a different light and opened up a world of unknown possibilities, but I appreciated how calmly he adapted to the realisation and how he recognised that perhaps this was not the time to tell anyone about it. He is the one who first realises there is a problem with Nova, and the first to try and combat it. He doesn’t know what he’s doing; he doesn’t know what is happening to Nova, but he is there; he cares, even at his own detriment.

Locke gets to take Nova’s first kiss. Well, he doesn’t realise that until he is kissing her, but the point is the same. Locke has a hard time managing his temper. He is bristly and aggressive on the outside. He is loud and rambunctious to the other men. He’s softer with Nova, almost as if his body is adapting to what she needs. He does take her first kiss, but he’s also the one to open her up to this new experience. To give her hope of what the future could look like. Despite her actions following the kiss, he opens the door.

Beckett is quiet. He’s the one who keeps his cool while everyone around him loses it. He’s the one who steadies the storm, who becomes the reason the others come back down to earth. He watches, he assesses, he keeps the unit functioning. He yearns for Nova in an unprecedented way. His fascination with her is limitless, but he is oh so aware of her lack of knowledge and what may have occurred in her past.

Vaelor cooks. He’s the feeder of the household. He does it with quiet confidence. Never staring, never forcing, just reading with food and a drink when needed. His routine is an old routine, carefully thought out and mostly muscle memory. He’s attuned to the other men, to what they need and what will push them over the edge. He is quiet in his affection; his brain is always turned on, and he makes note of things around him. Nova, for one, her tendency to reach for bread rolls another.

Rane is the romantic, the old-fashioned. The one who never gets tongue-tied till he meets Nova. He rambles, talks at a loud pitch, can be boisterous. He’s waited his whole life for Nova to walk through the door. It changes him; he becomes softer with her, more protective, possessive even, but it comes from a place of warmth, love, and care. He is the first – and only in this book – to take Nova on a real date. It is cosy and comforting, giving Nova an experience she has never had before. He is gentle with her, observing. Always there but never pushing her.

Trey is a mistake. Well, a cleverly written plot point. A man on the outside who isn’t part of the original cluster, yet when his eyes lock with Nova’s, something changes. He goes against everything he has been working towards, but he does it willingly. He knows that Nova is someone worth fighting for, that what he feels isn’t something to write off or something that will go away in time. He feels her in every part of his being, and though the other men are hesitant, they invite him in and do not ask him to leave. When it comes down to the last few pages of the book, he is standing there along with all the others, his body strung up in agony.

As a reader of the reverse harem, we see too often the ‘enemy to lovers’ trope. It was overwhelmingly refreshing to not meet that here. To meet refreshing characters who, while having their own personalities and thoughts and opinions, were emotionally intelligent enough to understand Nova’s character and to know when to push her or when to hold her close. That kind of emotional maturity, it’s not something I’ve seen in a lot of these types of books. It gave me hope that there are still hidden gems to be discovered and hoarded.

Silas, as far as I can tell, is an evil little shit. He is the main “villain” of this book. Always watching Nova, always calculating. He treats Nova like dirt and whispers unpleasant things in her ear. He takes an unhealthy interest in Nova that while no one can understand, everyone knows it isn’t good news. His villainy comes from his family, so I wasn’t surprised to meet them when they appeared on the page. I don’t know what it means, though, or how it will impact Nova and her men, so I’ve just had to let it simmer in the back of my head for now.

I am now at the end of the book. Wow. It feels deeply addictive about what I read, and at the same time I have so many unanswered questions in my head that would usually have me tearing my hair out in annoyance, but somehow leave me strangely sated. Given the warnings listed at the beginning of the book, I expected to read something much darker, but I figure the warnings apply to the whole series, not just this book.

Coming back to the unanswered questions. I know this book is marked as a supernatural one, but I couldn’t tell you what that would be, as I saw none visible. All I know from reading this is that there is “An Organisation” that watches everyone. They are responsible for “The Academy” where the ‘marked’ go to learn and identify their “proximity matches”. There is also the “Nightmare Order”, a high-level security firm. That really is all I learned. As I said previously, this book was more about introducing Nova to the reader and introducing Nova to the world. I suspect that the wider aspects of the plot structure and build will be expanded as the series continues.

According to Amazon, there are two more available books in this series. I will continue reading. Everything I have read so far has been encouraging, and I am invested in continuing the journey.

Overall, 5 Stars – Absolutely loved it and had moments that stood out for me. I usually cannot put the book down and immediately schedule sequels. Character evolution and world-building are PEAK. Captivated from beginning to end. Heart thumping in a good way. May have forgotten to eat while reading.

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